Epitome of dullness. :)
Hearts don’t break. For sister.
Hearts don’t break because if it does you’d be dead by now. If it breaks you’d be dying in an instant as it does. And it wont look good. You bet it won’t. Your Faith does. I remembered reading a book, she describes a heart break as your heart was in a dark room. Locked away from all the world. It’s like it wanted to go out but the doors are too far away to reach. I don’t know what she meant. But then again i’d found it interesting.
As I was saying hearts don’t break, it’s your faith that does. You start to believe that all men are cheaters, they go sneaky, shady and they go behind your back. You start to believe that they are just assholes interested in every vagina they can get their hands on. You start to believe that aside from the fact that before they are good looking for you, now, you want to tell the world how ugly you really find them. And that you believe that to appease your own ego. You tell the whole world how ugly the new girl is. Yet, to appease yourself because you’ve been cheated by a slime ball, fuck looking, stupid person you were once with.
Your faith that you are pretty was slashed by the fact that he cheated on you. Your faith that not every man in this world is the same asshole as he is. Your faith to plan for the future was torn down by the fact that you have to find a new man. And to start all over again from scratch. Your faith in yourself that you’re an awesome person was broken by the very same guy who told you, you were awesome.
Yes, you feel like your heart is broken. Your hypothalamus sends signal to your heart that it should skip 3 times because of stress which makes you think that your heart is breaking. Yeah well, blame it on that region of your brain. That crap feeling that it send to your whole system is not doing any good to you. But as I’ve said it’s just a phase.
I’ts just a loop hole. Courting, falling, loving, falling apart, breaking. Then one day a new person will come. Then it will start again. Until you meet the one for you.
It only goes to show that he is not really that one for you. That one true person who will accept all your quirks and not be a total douche bag in the end.
God loves you. Because unlike most all the girls out there who were cheated. He never wanted you to be a girl with the same fate. He ended it right away, before you fall ever so deeply.
I had my fair share of heart breaks. And you know this. Shopping, pampering yourself helps. Try it.
